Something that has come crashing home into my heart this week is how glad I am for our normal routine. I was not made to spend every moment with my precious children. I adore them, but the space that we end up getting most mornings is good for all of us. That said, I decided to document a day the twins and I spent completely together - yesterday.
8:30ish: We returned home from dropping off big girls to school and Mother's Day Out. They were pretty sweet through this outing. It probably helped that I kept slipping them cereal bars. William did flip out when he realized that he wasn't getting dropped off, and I wished he could understand how much I sympathized with that feeling.
9:30ish: I tackled random projects around the house - like gluing together broken piggy banks. It is glued back together now. It will never be the same, thanks to our "Bulla" in the china shop of life.
10:15ish: These two had been following me around looking for things to cry about. The crying abated a bit with drinks, which I was very grateful for. Sick toddler twins are just hard. Fact.
11:10ish: I tried to squeeze in a very quick grocery store trip before picking up Bella. As a general rule, I rarely shop with the babies in tow and this trip reminded me why. I resorted to opening an unpurchased bag of Goldfish to feed to them so we could make it through without anymore meltdowns.
12:00ish: We ran through the CFA drive-thru for lunch, because the thought of "making" lunch at home seemed so overwhelming. And it's a free lunch - so there's that.
12:30ish: Bella likes to mix up her meal options for CFA with one of her current favorites being a side salad. She gives me the tomatoes, but other than that - she eats it up!
1:00ish: I do love cuddling this girl while we read before her "nap" time. Only recently did I dispense with the ruse of "tucking her in," because we both know that she does no sleeping.
2:00ish: Here's a look at my Winter 2015 Uniform. If I've got just about nothing going on (this entire week), this is my go to outfit. A cozy tunic from Gap Body, black leggings and Uggs. It is SO COMFORTABLE. And cozy. And did I mention comfortable? The only draw back is that there is no pocket for me to carry my phone around in and listen to audiobooks. I have actually considered sewing one in.
3:15ish: Biggest girl came home from school and immediately wanted a snack. She has come home starving this week from boycotting her sandwiches, because they have Sunbutter instead of Wowbutter. Kindergarten is so hard.
4:00ish: Lily's homework was to "produce" something, and we chose to do cookies, because everything was already out. The girls had a lot of fun. There were sprinkles everywhere, and Violet kept trying and succeeding at eating them.
5:00ish: I worked on getting Taco Night ready to go. I do love how colorful it was.
6:00ish: We had a friend over for dinner, and he definitely got some good cuddles from V.
6:45ish: Even when picking up dinner, this is what William looked like. He and V spent much of the day tugging on my shirt and whining.
8:30ish: Kiddos all in bed, and it was time to work on cookies.
10:00ish: By this time, the cookies were all finished, and we were wrapping up our night of working and jamming to Pandora.
I have enjoyed some of the slow pace of this week and been thankful for the extra cuddles, but I am so thankful that we normally have more going on. We definitely need it - especially me. Wednesday morning, I got an amazing text from a friend asking if she could come and help in anyway. I immediately said YES, and she met me at my house. She folded laundry and did anything else that she could to help all morning long. It was such a neat gift from the Lord, and I am so thankful that she took the time and initiative to help us out. I needed it! I'm hoping this weekend brings some relief and healing!